52 Weeks of Blessings #5- Priesthood Blessings

The first half of my week was spent feeling down-in-the-dumps. AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!!!!!! On Tuesday night I went over to Jennifer's house, just to get out of mine. I felt great while I was there. But as soon as I walked back in my door, I wanted to start crying again. (Thanks Jennifer for being a great friend!!!!!) On Wednesday morning I realized that leaving my house was only like trying to hide from the problem. Like putting a band-aide on a cut. It only hides it, but the cut is still there....and usually still hurts. But you are able to forget about it for a sec because you aren't looking at it anymore.

I asked Ammon to give me a blessing. I came away from that feeling just as bad. I was being very ungrateful because Heavenly Father didn't tell me what I was telling him to tell me. Nice HUH!!?! I think He probably looks down at me and thinks, "You are the MOST ungrateful child I have EVER had! (little brat!)" I feel better now though.

After I took a shower, I was able to sit and think about what I was told. I was told some really great stuff! Even though I was frustrated because I wasn't told EXACT details about things, Heavenly Father's blessings are always what I need to hear at that time. Sometimes I have to sit and figure out WHAT I am being told. But it ALWAYS works out to my advantage.

So even though I got there in a round about way............I am grateful for a loving Heavenly Father who sends me blessing even when I am ungrateful for them. And probably, usually, undeserving of them. And I am grateful for a righteous husband who is worthy to give me a priesthood blessing whenever I need, or ask for, one.

Malachi 3:10
"Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the LORD of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it."